Issue 11

poetry

“We Gravitate Toward the Inevitable”

by Abbie Doll

“Abandoned Playthings” by Tracy Whiteside

a midsummer storm rages / meanwhile we / cower for safety / & wait / it out / pray for calm to return / but it’s a total meltdown / a toddler hissy fit / there’s nothing we can do / to prevent these tiny fists pounding the linoleum / / when the tantrum tide / at long last / recedes / we go & check for destruction / we find it / in the form of a nearly severed branch / half the length of the yard / it hangs there ||| broken & stiff / a fresh corpse / swaying in the aftermath / prepped to pierce the ground / / we treat it like a loose tooth / finger it with our daredevil tongues / testing the boundaries / damn thing wiggles around / spins ~round~&~round~&~round~&~round~ / in its socket until we’re all merry-go-round woo-zy / but still it clutches its splintered roots / despite being told / it’s time to go // we strain our necks / in a mutual gape—awed by its massive magnitude / unsure of what to do / so, we scour the shed / & find a coiled snake in the corner / some old rope / we toss it over the limb / start to sway the thing / back-and-forth / back-and-forth / like a temporary pendulum with bark / begging the momentum to complete / this break—this work / the wind started / then promptly abandoned // we keep at it awhile / sawing through air / & eventually / we hear the wood begin to crack / we try / to guide the giant down / with grace / but we cannot / control its f a l l / mid-descent, it nicks the fence / lops the top of a plank off / & it’s not unlike / a guillotine / we watch the head drop / without expression / into the basket at our feet / & in the blink of an eye / it’s over / / now instead of the branch / we stare at this decapitated board / thinking thank god it wasn’t us / damn well could’ve been / in our reckless impatience to bring the crippled down / to its grave / in the wet grass / where it was destined to fall / someday / anyway / why is it so hard to be patient / why can’t we tolerate / suspended things—that awful state / of the / / in-between / /

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Abbie Doll is a writer residing in Columbus, OH, with an MFA from Lindenwood University and is a fiction editor at Identity Theory. Her work has been featured or is forthcoming in Door Is a Jar Magazine, The Bitchin’ Kitsch, and Ellipsis Zine, among others. Connect on socials at @AbbieDollWrites.

Tracy Whiteside is an award-winning, Chicago-area photographer specializing in fantasy and dark art. Her work has been published internationally in fashion, literature, and fine art books and magazines. Exhibited in galleries worldwide, Tracy is inspired by the darkness in our souls and the need to escape it. Most of her creations are based on women's issues and mental wellness. www.tracywhiteside.com


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